Acquittal murder one case

Acquittal on a murder one case where the witness identified my client as the shooter and knew him for 7 years.  The def absconded right after the shooting and the co defendant who was just there got 18 years.  Now when I was younger I thought I was the best cross examiner in the world but other lawyers who were not so good got fame and props . Now I do not care at all what anyone thinks or feels even at my age, I am the best cross examiner, it is pure MAGIC and I am better than I ever was and it is not the verdict that make me joyous . It is the talent that G-D has given me and sustained me and saved me from horrible illnesses that makes me joyous.